Since I started my career as a professional triathlete last year, I’ve been chasing. Chasing the collegiate swimmers and the women who have been doing triathlon since before I even knew what the sport was around the race course. But after Cuba, even though I knew it was only a Continental Cup (the first of the three levels of ITU racing), I felt like all the blood, sweat and tears this winter were beginning to pay off. While I knew I had no means made it, the feeling of being in the front pack – being in the race – was so gratifying.
However, my most recent race in Sarasota was reminder that I am by no means in a place where I can have a bad day on the race course and expect to still be in the race. I didn’t execute the swim to my ability, and it was a chase from there. I organized the ladies around me on the bike and we worked decently well together to hold our ground after the first lap of the bike. And I dug in on the run – putting up a decent split given the fact that I have still never worked explicitly on my run… well… ever!
Despite these silver linings, Sarasota was a harsh reminder that I am still chasing. And this fuels me every day in training! After Sarasota, Adam and I hopped in the car and hit the road back to South Bend. We were ready to get home and did the 17+ hour drive in one day – talk about getting it done! While Florida was amazing from a weather perspective and it was fun to have all of Team IE around all the time – so much laughing! – it is definitely nice to be home! In our own bed, with our clean kitchen. And since then, we’ve gotten right back to work. Up to 10k a day in the pool, baby! It’s back to real life. Back to reality!
This might sound weird to some, but funnily enough, while the result wasn’t what I wanted in Sarasota, it was more the feeling of not performing to my potential that frustrated me and has fueled me every step, stroke, and lap since getting back to South Bend. I’m more focused and driven than ever and excited to hit it every day leading up to my next showdown in Bermuda!